The best painkiller

Painkiller, or more commonly known to us as Panadol, is a miracle painkiller. It relieves you of pain, but momentarily until you deal with the headache or whatever that's associated with.

However, a overdose of these painkillers could potenially kill you. This painkillers should be taken in a time of need, instead of greed.

However, I found out that the best painkiller is to just store my emotions within, locking it up and throwing the key away. Years of hurt, pain, confusion all locked into that void that exists within my soul. Sounds ironic don't you think so, locking the pain within you, never letting anyone know what you're feeling, but at the same time it eats you from the inside, devouring your thoughts or what's left of your emotions. It's a... double-edged sword.

I remember what a certain person told me when I said I can never smile. That person laughed, and, for some reason, I smiled.

"There you go, you smiled!"

The amazingness of how situations can backfire at you within seconds.

But what is the best painkiller? To feign ignorance to the things that are happening around you, or to lockup your emotions, steeling yourself? Or is it to be vulnerable, to express your fears, your concerns to someone close to you, to tell them that "Hey, I need help".

Human nature is amazing indeed, we know the answer to the question, yet we chose the wrong answer ALWAYS.